what am I doing,

*edited @ 1159pm

I always thought I was all that. 

& I was important enough for the changes. 

Wrong wrong wrong! 

Sometimes Love just ain't enough. 

*would you even know I wanna watch firework this sunday?

**

突然觉得， 爱， 很累。 

一对结婚二十多年的夫妇也会有觉的爱对方 很累的一天吧。 

我看到我生边的人一天有一天的为爱情而有累有辛苦， 很心酸。 

自己也无一的怕的起来。 

真的很痛吗？ 

再痛的爱， 我也体验过了。 

再难过， 也难过了。

对不起， 

我怕了。 

不会爱了。 

忘了怎么爱了。 

累了。 

被忽略了。 

受不了了。 

心，痛了。 

不想多想了。 

好难过。 

Quoted from Yong Le, 

my ex bf, HAHA, he sure has grown in maturity and I'm really happy for you dude. :)

Always talk things out. Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

Meet each other halfway. If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

Respect each other. Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

 Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel.When u're hurt,say so,and when u're angry,tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical.If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with?

He really grown a lot in love. 

Understand girls so well now!!!! 

P.S. I highlighted those part that boyf should learn, I guess my blog is the best way to reach out to you, ONLY IF YOU READ EVERY SINGLE WORD, not not be so lazy to read. 

You can read text book and I don't get what is so difficult in reading your girlf's blog.