Friday, October 23, 2009

Since I don't have you.

One day, it will be my time.
Maybe it's time, to let "EVERYTHING" go..

As I breath, the pain seeps in and penetrates.
I know my post sound extremely exaggerating, but it's the words, saying me and how I feel, exactly.

It's been so long.
& I never felt this kind of exhaustion before.
I've trip over myself, countless of times today.
And I could feel my energy depleting.
I found myself brain dead, not thinking.
I can't think.

I don't even know, what hurts the most now.

I have no idea, how long can I still stand tall.
And strong.
I am not, actually.

I am not strong, or as strong.
I really can't hold on anymore.
3 jobs driving me crazy.
All I do is to pretend I am okay, all fine.

I gave everything I could.
When I push you away, since when you will come and hold me back.
When you know you hurt me, when, when you tried everything you could to east that pain?

Maybe, it's time, to really think, to let go or not.

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