this is it

"I am parting with you
This time, I will not look back
Such a pity that all the memories and vows
Cannot survive forever
This is most definitely not your fault
Blame us, instead, for not being natural and mature enough with each other
When urging became my bonds, you could not understand my love
Past happiness have vanished without a trace
And my road is now long and weary

Forgive me for not being able to endure this heavy load
During midnight dreams I am always resentful and hurt
Believing you had given me my own heaven
Let us wave and depart to our own stupidity
Perhaps we shall meet again in future
And relieve today's memories
If at that time you still care for me
I will instantly fly back to your heaven"