cry me out

Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me. Maybe I was asking you to understand. Because for so long, I’ve been hurt. and for so long you’ve ignored it. And maybe its bad timing, or maybe you just don’t care. I’ve been here all along waiting, waiting for you to notice. Waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t. And maybe you never will or maybe you’re just afraid to. But it still hurts all he same. And in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken. And when i lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying. So screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like i love you now, like i probably always will.

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Its the silence that tells it all. Sometimes its not about the yelling and the tears. All it takes is for two people to sit beside each other and feel that something is wrong; that what was there isn’t there now. That they’re miserable when they’re apart but they’re much worse when they are together. And that there’s only two options left. Either they sit still and ignore the pain or one of them gathers enough courage to stand up and walk away.

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If you are not sure where you stand in someone’s life, its best to leave things behind so that if they drop you off, it will be easier to forget them. Don’t waste time waiting for nothing. When efforts are not recognized, its best to just give things up. You’ve done your part let them do theirs.

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Don’t be scared that you won’t find anyone else who will love you. Because you will when the time is right. Give yourself the chance to be happy even if it means letting go of something seemingly good. Changes can be hard at the start, but it doesn’t mean that if things change, it will always be for the worse. It will be hard at the start, but it would definitely get better someday.

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It hurts to be rejected by someone you like. But believe me. It hurts ten times more to be turned away by someone who once swear undying love for you.

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Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you don’t want them to. There are some things that are far beyond our control. And even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold, harsh truth. That the people you can’t live without, can live without you.