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Just because someone doesn't love you the way you wanted, it doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Everyone loves differently

Well, this struck me a bit hard. And I come to realize and know. Sigh.
Maybe last time fuss was all extra, and too much.
It made sense to me.
I was unreasonable and selfish enough.
I just wanted to know how much you love me; that's all cos I don't know.

*

Well, soon enough, it;s 31 December.
Amazing.
Next year I'm 20, so freaking old.
Time flies.
And really really flies.

I hope that ass come back soon.
I start to think it's irritating that he don't even know when he's coming back.

Super sick and tired of people asking me when he coming back.
Damn paiseh to say I don't know,
BUT HEY!
HE DON'T KMOW ALSO.

Grrrrr.

Health deteriorating, it's either appendicitis or kidney stone.
Cannot be appendicitis la.
I refuse to see a doctor cos no one accompany me.

And my mother will scold me like mad when I see a doctor.

There's this mad sharp pain on my left abdominal area, sometimes, I feel like I can faint from it.
Can't eat, can;t sleep, can't cough OR sneeze.

What if I need surgery?
Song bo!

What a way to welcome the new year.

PS: I want couple slippers from Haviannas please please PLEASE!!!
It's like, you buying same slippers with me, someone will come and murder you..